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About Kintsugi Studios & Publications

​I had been in touch with my creative side all the way into college. I was a music education major with a vocal and clarinet scholarship before I transferred to a different college to receive my degree in theater, English, and art. I got a job in something completely different (though still enjoyable) and those creativities got put off to the side. As horrible as Covid is, it turned out to be a gift. Since I was not able to have myofascial massage clients for awhile, I pulled those creativities back out again. I started writing music and poetry again. I crocheted up a storm. I went back to doing my favorite type of drawings. I immersed myself in different languages and the different linguistical sounds involved. Something inside of me stirred and I finally felt whole. I didn't know that that was something I needed for my well-being. During this time I discovered the intricate web that music, writing, and art have with each other. The times that I get writer's block, I'll switch to one of my art projects or composition projects. Doing that will inevitably give me what I needed to get over the block. That was a part of my inspiration for the evolution of my business to include the creative arts as a part of our healing journey. I have workshops on this subject! I decided it was past time to share what I've created and to talk about the projects I'm working on, so I started Kintsugi Studios & Publications in 2021.

I came across kintsugi in my art studies. Kintsugi is the Japanese art of repairing broken pottery by mending the areas of breakage with lacquer dusted or mixed with powdered gold, silver, or platinum. As a philosophy, it treats breakage and repair as part of the history of an object, rather than something to disguise or hide. This touched me very deeply. There were times when I thought that I was broken. I used to hide what I created or had a very limited audience because of fear and anxiety. The kintsugi philosophy (as well as other tools like the enneagram) helped me to see myself in a different light. My "holes, cracks, and repairs" became something beautiful and powerful to me instead of something to be tucked out of sight.

My creative offerings are through music, writings, and multi-media art.

Click here to read more about my music background.

Click here to read more about my writing background.

Click here to read more about my art background.

My Music Background

Both music and writing are in my blood. There are a lot of musicians  in my family, so I was exposed to many different styles growing up. My grandfather was the person who influenced me the most even though he died when I was 4 months old. He played tenor sax and clarinet with a jazz band in the 1930s. It was his clarinet that I started on. He worked as a high school teacher, was an editor for the Omaha newspaper, and wrote radio plays. 

My first music lessons were on the piano when I was 6 or 7 years old. Clarinet lessons came shortly after. One of my favorite stories my mom has told me was when I was baby, I would try to "conduct" the church choir whenever they sang. I was involved with the children's church choir, school choirs all the way through college and now into the community. When I first started college I began as a music education major. I studied vocal pedagogy with Stephen Bobst and clarinet with Dr. David Breckbill. I was part of the Doane College band under the direction of Dr. Jay Gilbert and the choir under the direction of Larry Monson. When I transferred to Southwest Minnesota State University I continued to sing with the choir there under the direction of Dr. M. Michael Suzuki. In one of SMSU's trips we had the opportunity to sing at the Hawaii campus of Brigham Young University. It was one of my more memorable college choir trips!

I played the clarinet with the St. Anthony Civic Orchestra from 2004-2019. I sang with Calliope Women’s Chorus from 2004-2011 and then with One Voice Mixed Chorus from 2011 to the present day. I was involved with the St. Anthony Community Theatre for a few years. I was one of the villagers in Fiddler on the Roof, played clarinet in The Sound of Music and played bass clarinet and clarinet in The Wizard of Oz.  

 

I made all kinds of attempts at writing music from a young age and all the way into my early college years. Each attempt would get a little better as I learned more about music theory. Some of the gaps in my music theory knowledge are being filled in by Dr. Raphael Fusco who has been giving me composition and music theory lessons since the fall of 2024. He has been a huge help!

I got back into writing music on a regular basis in 2020 when the pandemic started. The songs I worked on were about each of the nine enneagram points for a workshop I co-facilitated with Roland Legge. As I was writing and recordings those songs, I felt my heart lighten up and I knew that I needed to make more time for creating through music and the arts. After the workshop I composed a lament for solo clarinet, two songs for solo voice, arranged the solo voice compositions for SATB choir, finished a commission for a friend's wedding featuring 2 voices and 4 instruments (piano, cello, clarinet, and claves), set one of my poems to SATB choir and violin and cello, set two of Andrew Burton's poems to SATB choir with more to come, and a number of instrumental pieces some of which are part of a collection that I've titled "Family Dynamics Collection". I've been submitting compositions to competitions and I won my first competition in 2024. The Soli Chamber Ensemble will be premiering my piece "Generations" which is a tone poem for clarinet, violin, and cello in early October of 2025. The 9 enneagram songs were premiered by Theresa Takacs and Dimiter Terziev at the Kamloops Music Festival in Kamloops, British Columbia April of 2022. Some of these songs are now available for purchase at my store here and at JWPepper. Check out my full list of songs, commissions, and works-in-progress here!

 

I am currently collaborating with CBC award-winning poet Andrew Burton, Canadian author and founder of The Awakened Company Catherine Bell, Wyandot of Anderdon nation, and Turkish neuroscientist and poet Özgü Işık Hafızoğlu.

There are a few different projects and albums I'm in the process of creating.

These works-in-progress are:

Family Dynamics Collection

"Laughing at the Devil" (an oratorio following the stories of people living with hidden diseases)

Mantra Dance

Hide and Go Seek/Olly Olly Oxen Free

Whispering Thunder

Storm Chaser (for orchestra and narrator)

Report a Performance

 Did your musical group perform one of my pieces? Tell me about the performances and not only will you get the boost of promoting your event on my website and social media, but I will also get royalties from ASCAP for my compositions.

What Inspires Me

For some of my earlier compositions (the ones I wrote as a teenager) my inspiration came from my family, nature, other composers, cultures from around the world and their languages, history, and literature of various genres. As I’ve gotten older, I still get inspired by the same things but I’m digging deeper and broadening my perspectives. I’ve become more involved in social justice issues and am using music as a form of activism. One of my current projects is about the Tulsa Race Riot Massacre of 1921 that I‘ve entitled “Greenwood Rising” for SATB chorus and band. This particular project is the start of a larger collection about revealing hidden histories. My own healing journey is another form of inspiration. More specifically the tools involved with my healing: the enneagram and the bodywork I’ve received (myofascial release therapy, chiropractic, acupuncture) to help manage chronic pain. I have a wide variety of musical interests ranging from classical, choral, jazz, bluegrass, folk music from around the world, big band, reggae, etc. You might hear some of those influences in my music. 

My Writing Background

Languages are incredibly beautiful!

I enjoy studying the structures and relationships of various languages, the way they are written (blurs with my art), the subtle sounds (blends with my music), and the styles of writing and stories from around the world. 

I was blessed with some fabulous English professors at SMSU who kept me on my toes. Dr. Judy Wilson was an incredible help in improving and expanding my writing styles. Bill Holmes and Joe Wenderoth were my other professors there. The English department brought in authors and poets for readings, which is how I got to meet a poet by the name of John O'Leary. After his reading we spent the rest of the night chatting about poetry, both his and mine. It was a fabulous experience!

During my time at SMSU I worked at the library and wrote articles for the university's newspaper, The Impact.

Since then I've had one of my poems published in a paranormal romance anthology called "Trysts of Fate".

I have a ton of poetry that I'm currently organizing into books.

My Artistic Background

I learned how to do some crafty things from my mom (machine and hand sewing) and also through 4-H programs as I was growing up. At one point I had gotten good enough at Swedish weaving that I did a demonstration of it at my local county fair where I won a ribbon. I continued to do crafts and arts into college and is a part of my bachelor's degree. I took classes in painting, drawing, graphic design, jewelry-making, pottery, and sculpture. I enjoy doing all of them though I kept re-taking the sculpture class because I fell in love working with clay. One of the many things I love about art is combining multiple mediums. For example, I've made abstract and geometric drawings that I scanned into a computer and modified.

Here's an example of one:

As I mentioned in my writing background, the shape of letters and language has been an influence and inspiration. This is where the blurring and weaving comes in. I like to create what I call "Poetic Art". The words of my poem become a part of the art. For example, I drew a woman with words.

 

After college I got back into the fabric arts with crocheting and kumihimo (Japanese rope-making) though I didn't take much time for it if it wasn't a commission. 

One commission I had was crocheting the Dr. Who scarf. Another commission I had was really fun to figure out as it was creating a usable "towel bag" inspired by Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy.

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